nothing doing

Perhaps you've come to the site recently and been dissappointed by my lack of consistent postage; well, join the club. Work's been busy and I'm simply too mentally emaciated by the time I get home to think of anything good to say. If it makes you feel any better, even I look at the site sometimes and think "jesus, why doesn't this guy post more stuff?" Anyway, just checking in. Here is a link to someone who has a way better site than me: low culture. In the meantime the only thing cool right now (besides the fact that I'm working on a new adrenaline this month) is that I'm going to my first wedding of someone I used to know in high school. Sure, I been to weddings before, but they was always for people who I was related to. This time it's a bunch of my friends and what I'm sure will be a very open bar. If you're like me, right now you're saying "who cares about your stupid friend and the stupid wedding." Well said. The reason I mention any of this is that recently I've been having fears that I may stand up in the middle of the ceremony and shout out something inappropriate. "Why would you do that?" I have no idea. I have no history of outbursts at public functions, or private ones for that matter. Still, I can't seem to shake the thought that "what if"? What if there's such a thing as temporary wedding tourette's syndrome? I mean, I've never been to a wedding like this before. Who the hell knows what's going to happen? What if I just shout out something like "huge ass!" or "hurry up!" Or, worse yet, something completely nonsensical like "yo yo ma!" or "i like it!" I'll ruin the whole thing; nobody will remember what the bride looked like, but they'll reminisce for years to come about how Justin alienated himself from "the group" when he ruined the wedding. I'd better just stay home.